you are my rock.
I never realized how cruel people could be until now.. based on a tv show. In a boy prespective and changed it a bit.
You wouldn't really call her hot or sexy.
She wasn't one of those popular girls who always gets their way.
But, she's special to me. I remember how her father would always say that Im her rock.
Would always cheer her up, this girl has been through a lot.. let me introduce her.
She's FAT, it runs in her family, it wasn't a problem just genetics.
Even after so many names she's been called and so many tortures she has been to... she was always strong.
Why? because of me. and now.... now... After what happened, I don't know if I could say the same thing.
A party was announced all over school the other day, said it was only for VIP.
When I found out that any guy could come but only a few girls were invited , i knew this was going to be trouble
And it was, She went up to me, the biggest smile on her face, she had that " I can't believe it" expression on her face.
" I GOT INVITED!"
I know I'm suppose to be happy, this is a start for her to gain some respect. She's been through a lot after her mother's death, i guess it's time for her to get loose.
But i couldn't just let her go there by herself, so I told her I would come.
the target of the bullies that she is and the biggest dork that i am going to a party?! well, of course we were both excited.
As we entered the door all I saw were guys, looking happy as ever and me joining in.
But Something is suspicious, all the dressed up girls seem to have something in common.. They were all overweight and obviously the main target of the school who are always the start of many jokes.
I didn't think it was a big deal though, i mean it could be just a coincidence.. Maybe the guys finally got their sense now.
Until things went bad.. First of, we were all just partying, nothing wrong.
But when the clock struck 12 everything changed.
The guys were called for a "meeting" without the girls. So i was forced to go in and leave HER alone.
One of the guys started to give out pig masks.. i was confused: " What the hell is this for?"
The other guys just snickered and said "It's all for fun baby, it's all for fun.."
Then they put on the pig masks , got some heavy liquor from the cabinet and said "Time for some REAL PARTY! "
FUCK! I quickly ran out grabbed her and told her " YOU HAVE TO LEAVE.. ALL OF YOU GIRLS HAVE TO LEAVE!"
She just gave me the weirdest look ever and laugh. " Oh , cmon this is my first time..."
"NO, THIS IS BAD, LEAVE.. ! " .. i grabbed her with me but instead she just took her hands off.
She hugged me and told me how much she loves me but she didn't want to leave.
Then all of them bursted in the room with their pig masks and some vodka in their hands.
She thought it was funny and laughed.. until they grabbed her, pulled her away from me.
I tried to grab her away from them so we could leave but they pushed me to the wall, wouldn't stop kicking me till she was out of sight.
What happened between them, I don't know.. but as I looked all over the house for the other girls, it was too late for them.
They were crying, their clothes were stripped, the smell of alcohol is strong, the make up they put on for this party was all over their faces, They look like a mess.
"it's too late.." I told them to leave.
And then I saw her face, aching.. and guys were destroying her, ripping her clothes off and drowning her with alcohol.
The people with the pig masks on yelled "THAT'S WHAT YOU GET FATTY! "
She was crying, she was calling for me but I was not strong.. Then i smelled something.. smoke..
"FIREEEE! FIREEE!"
Everyone around her suddenly ran down the stairs, i could see the fire slowly going up, closer to where we both were.
I tired to grab her but HE pushed me, HE got the key, locked the room where SHE was in and
He pointed the key to me and said " You're not strong enough for her" .. he threw the key where the fire was and ran down the stairs to leave.
She was panicking and yelling, I was trying my hardest so I banged as hard as i could on the door to break it, but it didn't work.
I went to the other room and went out the window, climbed on the roof and set myself on the window of the room she was in
She looked devastated and coughing for air. The window was open but it was covered with metal poles line by line so that she wouldn't get out.
I wanted to touch her face and kiss those lips to show her how much i love her, but i couldn't
She could only let a little bit of air in from outside. She knew she was going to die.
And this was her last words..
" Take care of my dad, please now he has no body, dont worry about me. I just want you to take care of him for me, please if you love me.. please."
So I said: "YES, of course.. for you.. "
She was going down, she couldn't keep her body up, she was weak.
I grabbed her fingers, tried to pull her up and shake her and basically anything I could do to not let go off her.
I yelled for help and screamed but i felt her fingers slowly moving out of my hands and finally resting down on the floor.
It was over.
yeah, they arrested them and yes now they will learn their lesson in jail for 20 years.
But, nothing could change what had happened, It's still the same..
It's over.
But i made a promise
We told her father the bad news .. he just grabbed a picture of both of them together smiling,
I could see his hands shaking and his eyes watering.
No words could explain how it is to lose two loved ones, his wife and now his daughter.
But from now on.. I'm going to be there for him every time.
I placed my hand on his shoulder and grieved with him.
And I knew that she was watching, I know that she is happy now .
So I smiled.
Yeah, her dad always tells me how I am her rock but honestly... i disagree.
She was my rock.
and the scene ends here, in this house with her father, just us.
having no words to say to each other, just looking at the picture.
but for now... it is fine how it is..
And I hope you know that...
We Will Miss You
