So, i have this new character i made up. her name is BRANDY, and this is how she feels..
PS. These thoughts are RANDOM , i was bored
is my hair alright? should i fix it.
ew my eyeliner is smudged! anyone wanna lend me one.
OH GOD. MY FAT LEGS!
Ew, catties and whores .
No promises, you broke my heart.
Leave me alone you dont fucking know me
Stop talking to me like you were the person that was always there for me when you're not.
Stop trying to fit in cause i wouldn't stop laughing
Stop being nosy because these walls you cannot break.
God, why do I have to write about someone DEAD?
You should put some clothes on buddy, you look like a whore.
I think i just lost my chance, i pray that I'm not too late.
You deserve what she has done to you, you don't deserve her.
I like how everything seemed like it was forgotten.
Like nothing even happened between us.
You changed me, and sorry but you can't bring me back to who I used to be.
Old me is dead and gone, try and dig it out and watch my new soul beat the shit out of you.
Music gives me a reason to live, it has been a part of me and was always with me through the thick and thin.
I don't want to turn like you, but it seems like I can't fight myself to go against that.
I told you the deepest secret i've ever had I can't believe i did that.
I'm stupid, someone go find me a brain.. and a heart as well
Cause Im heartLESS. every day it decreases though it hurts me it's better for both of us.
You think YOU'RE HURT ?! look at me! or are you blind?
Or just trying to block me out pretending you did not do shit to me, because you did.
Don't try to cover it up because this animal will make its way out and come right back in front of your face.
This is a disaster, my heart's beating faster like before.
Freeze me for god's sake, this body of mine is burning up for you, please try and save me.
Freeze me so that I will not love you like i did before, i'd rather not feel anything for you.
I'd rather just forget about you and I wish I hope I KNOW that you forgot about me to.
SO it's all even , we're fair now ?
But Somehow I want to be unfair for a change, do something that will change you
And turn you to a beast that will haunt me down and kill me, would you like that?
Because i'd rather get a feeling from you, even if it's the worst kind of feeling
Rather than having nothing from you, zero nada.
But That's not going to happen, I guess We're still immature .
I'll see you in a couple of years, but don't expect me to treat you like you were something special.
Cause honestly, you're not. I dont think you would want to be that special someone anyways.
So i guess, its even once again!?
Nothing's changed . I guess this is how we will be till the end.
I hope I'm wrong
